life...

You can't take back the words you've said

and the things you've done

that how life is you can't turn back time

and erase the mistakes or do things differently

your mistakes are the lessons you learn in life

but there are no grades in life you will decide your

own life and the way you gonna live your life

your parents will be gone one day

they are not gonna live your life

so you gotta learn to stick up for your own thoughts

be patient,learn,listen,watch,observe and most of all believe

without faith in yourself you won't achieve anything in life

it's a cold and hard world out there and you gotta go trough it all

by yourself the reason why i'm saying all by yourself is..

one day you will grow up and be an adult

your gonna take your own decision and be independent

your family will support you in some things but

eventually you will be by yourself

and yes there will be good friends who

listen give advice and help - ur lucky if you have someone like that

because now days you really can't trust someone

eventually they will hurt and break you

so it's better to trust yourself

shit happens in life but time will always heal everything

so try to learn from your mistakes and find happiness

in the little things that make life worth living

like music,family,friends,etc..

try to relax and enjoy sometimes

the way i have been observing people is that they get so stressed

because of work,traffic or a little fight they had

without realizing people make mistakes too

after all we are human right?

nobody is perfect..

We come to love not by finding a perfect person

 but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

and

the other thing is they don't make time for themselves

why are we being so stressed and not enjoying or realizing that

there is so much more in life then getting good grades or working?

we wake up early and hurry to go to work or school to do the same things everyday..
complaining and forgetting all about the little things always

wanting more and more..

but open your eyes see life trough other eyes

because there are so many beautiful things that

i,we don't notice everyday..

tell the people you love - that you love them

give free smiles and hugs away

you can be anything that you want

the world is yours there are alot of opportunities

so explore it =) you only live once...

I'm So Cold -

it's been such a long time since the last time i wrote

lately it's been very cold here .. it has snowed

it's 7 degrees right now..

school has been okay same old same i guess

my heart has been acting weird i mean 

i moved on..i understand that it wasn't meant to be 

but i just saw our future before my eyes and don't be like 

ur young you'll find someone els n stuff coz age doesn't matter at all 

i just -sigh- i dunno my heart won't let anyone in 

there were a few guys but i just can't .. 

and i don't understand why.. 

becoz it's over it is .. 

and we both moved on 

but i just can't seem to love anyone els

i wanted everything with him and no one els so

now it's like such an empty space and i feel like my heart is just one big mess...

long time no see...

well life has been kinda okay same shit different days

school is okay and my love life is kinda quiete

well yeah it's weird not having him anymore

feels so empty but i am doing okay except being

stressed over this f*cked up life why are we

being so stressed and busy worrying about life

when we should be enjoying

we all know that we only live once and we still

say hurtfull things and do stupid things

and everything is just same old same...

just make time to have fun and enjoy the moments people

where the hell is thaa loovee??

where is humanity?

guess this is life right?

=) i accidently riped my grey eye lens T__T

damn i loved it sooo much =(