I'm So Cold -

it's been such a long time since the last time i wrote

lately it's been very cold here .. it has snowed

it's 7 degrees right now..

school has been okay same old same i guess

my heart has been acting weird i mean 

i moved on..i understand that it wasn't meant to be 

but i just saw our future before my eyes and don't be like 

ur young you'll find someone els n stuff coz age doesn't matter at all 

i just -sigh- i dunno my heart won't let anyone in 

there were a few guys but i just can't .. 

and i don't understand why.. 

becoz it's over it is .. 

and we both moved on 

but i just can't seem to love anyone els

i wanted everything with him and no one els so

now it's like such an empty space and i feel like my heart is just one big mess...