life

it's been a long long time since i have written something ..

well i just feel like writing so here it goes 

as time passes by i've understood that 

no matter how good friends you are some people will still disapoint you 

and life doesn't always go the way you want it too 

life is about making choices .. even if it was a bad or a good choice 

you made the choice so you gotta go to till the end with it 

i've thought about giving up and i've had hard times 

but you just gotta keep walkin..

so i am .. livin in a diff place with other people then ur used to has been real hard

eventough it's been 3 years it still doesn't feel home.. 

besides that having a LDR isn't easy either 

but guess that's life right?

i wish i could have done some things different 

made more people laugh then hurt them eventough i didn't want to

i would've been more confident .. 

would've enjoyed life more then now 

i still enjoy it though but just not as i used to 

you can say i am a simple person with complex thoughts 

so many things going around in my head .. 

Thinkin about him..and life and faith .. and so much more

i wish that i could just understand things more..

wishing to fly away back home .. 

get things to like they were before.. 

but guess that's not possible so i'll keep walking this road .. and see what happens ..