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So Pretty♥




How Cute Is This?♥



Music Is Life♥

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I love this picture so much♥



Every evening i used to look at the sunset
and think of you -
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I Miss This town ♥

Beautiful♥

dolce Vita♥

|wish My Room Looked Like this♥|

I Want This Tattoo♥

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random

it's been a while since i wrote well 

i've been trying to get my thoughts clear

i am doing okay at least i think so

but being okay doesn't mean he's not on my mind

i think of him and it hurts but what must happen will happen

& if it's meant to be we will find our way

he's on my mind and honestly i am feeling lonely i need someone to love

someone beside me

someone who's there

someone who understands

i want a relationship that is real

someone who's willing to fight for his love

well easy to say hard to find ..

and when you think you  found that someone &nd you decide

to give them ur heart - they eventually leave you with a broken heart

and then you promise not to love so easly

and try to enjoy life with only you for a while

i mean being single is great you'll be you

no one nagging you about something

just you and ur thought i enjoy that feeling

but in the end we all need love

someone beside us to say u look pretty no matter what

and you forget about your broken heart

when it hurts it feels like dying and when ur in love

it feels like everything makes sence

well i need some love and sunshine

we all need that i think ..

i wish i could be in greece on the beach with a good music on my ipod

and sunshine in my face

and people around me laughing and enjoying

i need that right now

no stress of school.exams.graduation

only music & sunshine and someone to love

i can see it before my eyes # ^^ #

life really doesn't make sence right now

why the hell do i wake up at 6 am in the morning

to go to school wich some lessons i don't understand at all

wishing to be somewhere else

and come home do nothing beside's some HW i can do c

and ofcoz spend some time with my pc - my sweet pc what would i do without you

and it's always the same routine

and the same people and the same thing

i love spending time with my friends but

i want i dunno alot of things

satisfaction in life ...

No Worries - at least for a month



heartache

today we broke up
after 2 years..
i knew this was gonna happen again when he started acting weird
but i never thougth it would hurt so much like it does now
i've cried my heart out but the tears keep falling
and my heart keeps hurting
i can't say anything feels like something is stuck in my throat
i have a headache and a broken heart
this is the end of all the dreams we shared
the conversations we had
the laughs we shared
the tears we cried
the hopes we had
the love we shared
the end of the promises
and the future we imagined
i don't know what to do or what to think
i don't know how he is feeling right now
all i know if for me it feels like losing a piece of me
and it feels like dying -nothing makes sence right now..

my heart is hurting

I can feel him fading away from me little by little
there is still that ..
...Silence
...Akwardness
I have no idea how we ended up like this
cause it just seems like yesterday when we were talking about us and the future
we were so confident and full of hope
and now we hardly even speak
i go out with my friends and laugh
but my heart is still aching
i just need to cry in someone's arms
without telling me he is a jerk or that he's blind or that everything is okay
i am not okay .. and i am okay with that
i need the tears to feel that what he and i had/have real is/was
it is so hard but then this is my chance to let things go and move on
wich i can't right now coz i am at the edge - he can push me or he can save me
all i know is it was real .. everything i said, felt and dreamd
and that i trully believed ..
everything will be so different without him
even i will be different
He will still be the one
the one ..
...i loved
...Believed
...i will remember
...i will treasure
- He'll be a part of my past & future -


school is ok nothing interesting ya know ..
and how i am i doing? will as you just read it not so good
but i am trying ..
and there isn't much to talk so i'll talk to you guys later enjoy
the music - James blunt is awsome -

complicated ..

well school started >__< uhm it's boring like always haha -
anyways things still haven't really changed between me and him
uhm we finally spoke .. actually i left him a offline message
asking him if he still wants this and that i'm feeling left out and he being cold to me
his answer was that he still loves me and he is falling more in love
thats the main reason why he was the way he was
he couldn't take it he was going crazy becoz of love the more
he was with me the more he wanted to be with me kinda thing
and i asked that a good thing right?he said yea but i don't want more
i want to be the way we are now not bigger ..
he told me i see your pictures everywhere i think about you all the time
it's getting hard for me that's why i am being cold..
and that it is hard for him to be so open and talk about everything becoz
he's not used to that -
well i get it but honestly i want more
i want him telling me eerything and being sweet like he used to
everything is so complicated right now
feels like i am at the edge of saying let's break up
but i can't coz if i say that i will be broken and i will be hurting him
-sigh - i just don't know what to do T__T
but enough of this ..
i went to a concert with alot of artist of every genre of music
it was supposed to last untilll 1 o'clock in the evening but
my friend had to leave early so yea we left at 11
her bf was there too they're so cute 2getha -
i kinda felt lonely
and i saw some friends of mine too ^__^
uhm that's it for 2day