complicated ..

well school started >__< uhm it's boring like always haha -
anyways things still haven't really changed between me and him
uhm we finally spoke .. actually i left him a offline message
asking him if he still wants this and that i'm feeling left out and he being cold to me
his answer was that he still loves me and he is falling more in love
thats the main reason why he was the way he was
he couldn't take it he was going crazy becoz of love the more
he was with me the more he wanted to be with me kinda thing
and i asked that a good thing right?he said yea but i don't want more
i want to be the way we are now not bigger ..
he told me i see your pictures everywhere i think about you all the time
it's getting hard for me that's why i am being cold..
and that it is hard for him to be so open and talk about everything becoz
he's not used to that -
well i get it but honestly i want more
i want him telling me eerything and being sweet like he used to
everything is so complicated right now
feels like i am at the edge of saying let's break up
but i can't coz if i say that i will be broken and i will be hurting him
-sigh - i just don't know what to do T__T
but enough of this ..
i went to a concert with alot of artist of every genre of music
it was supposed to last untilll 1 o'clock in the evening but
my friend had to leave early so yea we left at 11
her bf was there too they're so cute 2getha -
i kinda felt lonely
and i saw some friends of mine too ^__^
uhm that's it for 2day