random

it's been a while since i wrote well 

i've been trying to get my thoughts clear

i am doing okay at least i think so

but being okay doesn't mean he's not on my mind

i think of him and it hurts but what must happen will happen

& if it's meant to be we will find our way

he's on my mind and honestly i am feeling lonely i need someone to love

someone beside me

someone who's there

someone who understands

i want a relationship that is real

someone who's willing to fight for his love

well easy to say hard to find ..

and when you think you  found that someone &nd you decide

to give them ur heart - they eventually leave you with a broken heart

and then you promise not to love so easly

and try to enjoy life with only you for a while

i mean being single is great you'll be you

no one nagging you about something

just you and ur thought i enjoy that feeling

but in the end we all need love

someone beside us to say u look pretty no matter what

and you forget about your broken heart

when it hurts it feels like dying and when ur in love

it feels like everything makes sence

well i need some love and sunshine

we all need that i think ..

i wish i could be in greece on the beach with a good music on my ipod

and sunshine in my face

and people around me laughing and enjoying

i need that right now

no stress of school.exams.graduation

only music & sunshine and someone to love

i can see it before my eyes # ^^ #

life really doesn't make sence right now

why the hell do i wake up at 6 am in the morning

to go to school wich some lessons i don't understand at all

wishing to be somewhere else

and come home do nothing beside's some HW i can do c

and ofcoz spend some time with my pc - my sweet pc what would i do without you

and it's always the same routine

and the same people and the same thing

i love spending time with my friends but

i want i dunno alot of things

satisfaction in life ...

No Worries - at least for a month